second thoughts

i knew in my heart deeply
this time is not same as before
the pain and the fearness punched through my chest
it cause a deep hole
how much time you need to recover??
i ask myself...
then i realize i couldt get the answer.
i'm sorry
this is the only thing i can say

god hell
again it's a difficult time for me

sometimes even we sure that we will earn the happy ending
but it doesnt come always
second thoughts came out
secret missions sneak out
there's not certain thing in this city
the dark can push you forward to the dark future
or might pull you into a mysterious pass

with enough time eventually,we see what was right in front of us
and realize no matter how long it took
and it's worth to be waiting for
but...
there's for some
the time will never come
the thing that we left
was tears and lonely...