greyish?

it's nearly 2am now...
and i am so enough with chinese now...

again
i was wondering about life and reality..
is that both the same?
again....i dont know the answer...
but i know life is part of reality and reality is a perspective of one's view
well...maybe in someway the reality makes your life become misareble
and the things does'nt go your way..

how could the world change to the way it was when so many things had happen??
does the end will be good?
yes i definely hopoe so!

it's about look further or turning back...

those were the great songs or stories that stayed with you that meant something
even we are too ordinary to understand why
those folks in the stories had alot of chances for turning back or just stay still
but they did't
they were holding on something
something in this world that worth to fighting for

you know what?
sometimes i'd feel envy to you
why??
your dreams are clear
and there's easy to reach it
as you just move your ass..
or maybe i still dont understand what makes you still standing there...


life is ain't all about dream there in the states

i know there's alot of greyish black times...

i hope you can just move on
and be what you want to be
and do what you want to do
just a little bit more...................


it's 2.04am and im so tired!!
what the helllllll