you left

闭上眼睛，想好好睡一觉。

今晚将是一个失眠的夜晚。

至少对我来说是。

只是那股无法诠释的悲伤总在脑海中

感觉不对 非常不对

到底是哪里出了问题？

我想我明白了

我想我知道该怎么做了

我想我开始讨厌FB了

我想我瞭了

对，没错。只要你开心。

Shit!! NIGHTMARE

I wake up by the nightmare then i realized i just slept for an hour

and tomorrow will be the 1st day school after one week holiday

what the hell....

IM SERIOUSLY TIRED+HEADACHE+SICK

BUT I COULD'T SLEEP AT ALL

damn nightmare

although i could't remember what i've been dreaming

but the fearfulness are still there

and the headache make me cannot think of anything

terrible feel~

im trying to remember what i've dreamed

the feel is not good~

and im gonna be sick

it's nearly 1.30am

i think panadol is a good idea for now...

part of your world

Oh yeah~ i love this song

"Part of your world"

it's a song from THE LITTLE MERMAID

the disney movie i used to liked it

this is the original version

not that enjoy it

i prefer Faith Hill version

Look at this stuff
Isn't it neat?
Wouldn't you think my collection's complete?
Wouldn't you think I'm the girl
The girl who has everything?
Look at this trove
Treasures untold
How many wonders can one cavern hold?
Looking around here you think
Sure, she's got everything
I've got gadgets and gizmos a-plenty
I've got whozits and whatzits galore
You want thingamabobs?
I've got twenty!
But who cares?
No big deal
I want more

I wanna be where the people are
I wanna see, wanna see them dancin'
Walking around on those - what do you call 'em?
Oh - feet!

Flippin' your fins, you don't get too far
Legs are required for jumping, dancing
Strolling along down a - what's that word again?
Street

Up where they walk, up where they run
Up where they stay all day in the sun
Wanderin' free - wish I could be
Part of that world

What would I give if I could live out of these waters?
What would I pay to spend a day warm on the sand?
Bet'cha on land they understand
That they don't reprimand their daughters
Proper women sick of swimmin'
Ready to stand

And ready to know what the people know
Ask 'em my questions and get some answers
What's a fire and why does it - what's the word?
Burn?

When's it my turn?
Wouldn't I love, love to explore that world up above?
Out of the sea
Wish I could be
Part of that world

我不是蒙娜丽莎，不需要对每个人都笑

yeah~我成功浪费了一个星期的时间！

然后现在在看harry potter!!

虽然已经看过了N次～但是还是一直重覆重覆重覆

我深信魔法～



已经很久没有尝试这种感觉了

头痛欲绝的感觉

啊～

words

有太多太多的文字在脑海里，
却不知道要从何说起
有时候总是很难用任何文字诠释自己的心情

记得某个晚上看完concert之后一个人驾车回家
落寞的道路上车子不多
少了白天的拥挤
收音机里播着一个好听的女声
我不知道那是谁也不知道那是什么节目
我只记得一句话“爱听音乐的人，都是寂寞的。”
然后我楞了，
我从没想过，我听的不是音乐，而是寂寞。

然后我想起了我家的钢琴。
不多人知道我已不怎么弹琴了。
有些人说我懒，有些人说我不坚持。
总是以微笑或装傻带过。
那些人不知道我多么享受指尖站在黑白键上舞动的滋味。
那对我来说，像是一种倾述。
诉说着那些过往，因为那些话无需言语，只需一份心情。
只是我会回忆。
那些记忆像掌纹一样不曾离开，
然后每当手指碰上黑白键的时候翻涌而出。
那些回忆的故事，那些故事里的人，那些追寻一生都不会泯灭的表情。
那些记忆就会像锤子一样一锤两锤狠狠地敲着我的心脏
或者我会想起你 假装你在听 假装你从来不曾消失过
我讨厌面对现实的痛楚
或是把自己放荡在记忆深处 直到醒过来时
挥之不去的寂寞让我感到很痛苦

我不知道要怎样选择
在这个无助的时候
我想让上天帮我选
但，相信我

我是百分之百一个sibeh kok ji的人。

dont be afraid

人生中总是会碰见许许多多的无奈与悲伤

总是得在是与否之间做出令人不知所措的选择

亲爱的

你不是一个人面对

不要怕 你还有时间慢慢选择

当你需要我的时候我一定在你身边 一定


是没错我还是很恨你

但我不会忘记曾经我也一样多么需要一个支撑

所以 不要害怕 我会陪着你。

等我，星期二。

Dreams,gone..

世界以痛吻我，却要我以歌回报。
The world has kissed my soul with its pain, asking for its return in songs.

失落。

梦，碎。



再见 威尼斯。
再见 梦想 。